My First Near-Death Experience

I am being led to believe there is much which happened during my near-death experience that I will fully remember as my awareness expands to the point of accessing those memories. What I do remember is quite startlingly different from any near-death experience I have ever read of. This I am currently inspired to share with all of you:

As I fell from a great height the last words I remember uttering from my atheist mouth were “God help me!” Suddenly I found myself falling from thousands of feet in the air. Way below me to my right was what I knew to be a very high mountain top upon which was an area with a warm and loving light. I instinctively knew that I was eventually going to land at that spot and since it was apparent that I would be falling for a long time I decided to relax and enjoy the ride. At the very instant I fully relaxed, without warning, I suddenly hit the ground.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A pain more excruciating than anything I have ever felt began to expand primarily from the base of my spine and my scrotal area. A white light began to expand from the center of the pain and continued to expand until it consumed everything and in that moment everything stopped. For an eternity that at the same time seemed like about five seconds I had no heartbeat or respiration as I floated within this glorious light. Then my heart began to beat again and I started to breathe. Before I would focus upon the outrageously unbearable pain my full attention was riveted by what I saw for surrounding me for infinity in all directions were eyes looking at me! Eyes of awareness that knew me and exactly what I was going through were watching me! With each beat of my heart the eyes slowly became the reality I was perceiving. They literally became the world of my perception and everything in it. They became the grass and the cement and the street and the clouds and everything else within my field of vision.

It took me many years to discover that what happened at impact with the ground is what the Hindus call Kundalini fully awakened at the base of my spine. I eventually became totally aware of my oneness with the entire universe and what is known as Cosmic Conscious. I became fully aware that we are all an equal part of the web of life, no one of us any more equal than anyone or anything else. I learned through direct experience that God is ‘All and in All’. Not just a part of everything, but everything in one completely aware and perfect form.

This is all I am inspired to say about the most magically important event in my life and an epoch that would eventually transform everything for me. From being an atheist, in my own special way, I also saw and experienced ‘The Light’.